w o r d s to live by for time being

your life's horrible

2010-01-09T15:34:00.007+08:00

Hello 2010! You are coming while I am late. And yet, life starts to roll a new story. It is just a beginning of month, and why do you give me such hardships. Blame me or did other whispers came from another part of your body? Guess you are not worth any advise and I feel useless. Azam baru ek? just give me a space, thank you. I vowed in what all people need till I ignored or could be called "forgot" in all what I want. Flashback to the things I want, should I?

1) Peace
2) Study
3) Spend my life for enjoy.
4) Travel out of Brunei.
5) No issue on how I used to be, where I came from, when I learned to be like this and so whatever people think.

But all of those not coming, even though I have knocked it, several times and even waited till almost end of 2009 so I changed the plan to these:

1) Learn to bark - Noise annoyed me everyday! The sound, and voice especially. so i can't help but fight them back.
2) Strike the study - I can't afford this T_T. Think I am not gonna complete my degree forever.
3) Spend my life for enjoy - Yeah, people hate me when excitement comes in life, even for once.
4) Stuck in Hometown forever- Think that I am not going. It might be interesting journey in Brunei if I learn.
5) Be a fool - My feeling is not considered important to him, and to all. No notice sign labeled "I AM HURT, you know" so i can't blame you for not seeing how i feel so far.

And 2010 comes, wow! I feel so empty! I have found ' Love is not always better, cos Time Swings it to Bitter." Ego comes first, and smart comes last. but when it comes to conclusion, "Forget all ego, so forgive me"

All the bads will come through me, and when it comes to conclusion, you may say all these forgiving things which I ended up asking, "Do I feel more better then?" If I am the one who lead the life of me and you, who are going to lead the love that been tied for us? If I am THE ONLY ONE needed to be blame, how big are my mistakes then? I am tried to convince your feeling for not being a traitor of love.

Human must have a mistake. So do I. But people used to say, "ONCE you are a liar, you are ALWAYS a liar" For a beginning, I am amused but later it might happen to referring person who never learn to loyal to her/himself. Boys don't have to explain the shape of his heart inside. All girls need are just, the emotion while saying it, without asking for reward or reply. It isn't enough if I said I love you too, cos love doesn't count on it. It counts on your loyalty and sacrification. My loyalty? You don't even think I have one, do you? It is because trust never exist in your sacrification.

Well, well ... all I can express here is I hate things going on this lately. It, he and us made me sick. So enough! and luckily I am home earlier than ever. Give me time to clear off the dusty mind. ENJOY YOUR WEEKEND!

Get things over

2009-10-17T08:59:00.003+08:00

People might think I am innocent . People might think I am bad . People might think I am not suitable to be with . and he used those thinking as a 'fact', which I am not . I can learn to be so good and everything he wants, but all of those, he never learn to see the goods on me . I enjoyed his needs , I fulfill his wishes and I am almost step on next level , which I have enough of thoughts in mind that he's the one I want , and he's the forever. But the forever equals to z-e-r-o right now . I am tired to have such a heart to love someone in deeply . The words that been said about me , thanked to him . He is the guy that see something in me, at least . He is the guy that said I am beautiful no matter what and appreciate me as how I need. But it isn't enough . In relationship , appreciate is just a beginning for a romance . Every arguments we had , I used my whole feeling to fix the things so that he won't make such stupid no-ledge thinking . I did it several times and figure that he never learn to do same way to clear the things , and all he wanna do is RUN AWAY .

I don't mind being dumped . but I am disappointed with what we have been through for 7 months , he still does not trust me and hate me for being what I used to be . I can't confront him and say all of these . There will be no me and you anymore. May god bless and brings you a happiness there .

Goodbye love.

Luka di sini

2009-08-10T10:55:00.003+08:00

Dulu pernah ada cinta dulu pernah ada sayang

Namun kini tiada lagi perasaan seperti dulu

Kini tiada lagi kisah cinta ku tlah musnah sudah

Hancur hatiku telah kau sakiti perasaan ku

Biarkan ku pergi jangan kau tanyakan lagi

Kuyakin ini yang terbaik tuk kau dan diriku

Biarkan berlalu rasa cinta ini di hati

Ku tak biasa tuk menahan aku luka disini

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Damn . I feel so down . Few days ago this kid turned my day into sh*** . and that weirdo kept on pushing me to a fight . and now , she dragged her mom to this kind of confrontation , which I feel useless . she even texted me to see her and explain to her mom on what exactly happened . stupido! you have your own mouth, she's your mom, you should tell the truth to her instead of me. but whatever , I am not going to please myself , just ignore it while I know she's too young for these . So kid, just give me a break. It is all up to you if you wanna splash words in your facebook about me . I don't mind .

All I care is now . . . I feel so deep, especially after listen to the song called "Luka Disini" . Last Saturday made me think "What if?" all the time, and everytime I think of the answers to those, it seems that I have no life no more . I am probably stupid , but that's all I could do .

Blame me for all .

Goodbye May ♥

2009-06-04T13:45:00.000+08:00

May is over, which I am free from Shutdown season. Fuh! Goodbye♥ hardtimes!
And June is started now, Welcome! and thanks to it since I have time to complete the works that I need to be done.

Been an age this blog is inactive with the latest updates. am sorry beeps! plus I am addicted after been introduced to Facebook. Ha3x xp. and it's not that I have no story to be wrote in here, it just life is so complicated that been wrote on the fate, and I don't think I would mind to bother it in another page. All I want is to erase all of those and refresh it back to normal. Meaning? Nothing, Now I am good.

I feel so damn sleepy. It is probably cos of overslept last night, which I did not spend most of my times on texting, but to sleep before 9.30pm, unusual hours. Ha3x. The report is even still in 30% process. Hmph.

Oh Yes.... one incident happened in my office, and I am totally burst out laughing when my crazzy / stupiddo buddies (Zun & Najmi) do some gay actions which Najmi started it by biting Zun's shoulder till you can see the shape of his saliva and Zun even commented that he could feel it through his body. errghh. Stupid eh. So as the return, Zun going to bite him back by hugging him tightly and do some tickles till Najmi made a funny expression and he even sweat! Ha5x. But no happy ending for both of them when our staff came. The scene is captured by Stanely, and as for me, I am just a laughter. bUaHahA.

Lunch is over, and like usual, I need to have one with my lovie, even though I don't feel like eating at this moment. No idea, it's not because of no money, salary is out yesterday, and I feel ⅝ ; which I am happy and scared at the same time. I am happy cos finally my handphone is finally refill!!! and my car too.. but, it scared me for a lil bit since I HAVE A LOT THINGS TO BE PAID!!!! GRRRRR.....
1) Dresses for upcoming wedding occassions
2) My Croc's shoe
3) My car's service -> ♥ need to ask from my dad ♥ better.
4) My Cats ♥
5) Do Hair Treatment
6) And most important is ♥T♥o♥p ♥U♥p♥!!!

Those lists made my decision to make new coverall canceled. Hampeh. So me and Siti have created our motto for this month 'Do Not Eat' for the save budget purpose.

I WILL BE

2009-06-03T13:37:00.003+08:00

♥ There's nothing I could say to you
Nothing I could ever do to make you see
What you mean to me

All the pain, the tears I cried
Still you never said goodbye and now I know
How far you'd go

I know I let you down
But it's not like that now
This time I'll never let you go

I will be, all that you want
And gather myself together
Cause you keep me from falling apart
All my life, I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything OK

I thought that I had everything
I didn't know what life could bring
But now I see, honestly

You're the one thing I got right
The only one I let inside
Now I can breathe, cause you're here with me

And if I let you down
I'll turn it all around
Cause I would never let you go

Cause without you I cant breathe
I'm not gonna ever, ever let you leave
You're all I've got, you're all I want

And without you I don't know what I'd do
I can never, ever live a day without you
Here with me, do you see,
You're all I need ♥

CONGRATULATION

2009-05-02T11:50:00.003+08:00

To my dearest Cuzzie in Kpg. Bukit Beruang named "Hafiz" who get accepted by MKJB for the Marine Course in Pre-National Diploma Programme. Hopefully the interview will success. And once you are accepted, please study hard to achieve the better future. and yeah, it is package while learning in MKJB okay.... You know what I mean; ALLOWANCE. HAHAHAHAHA.

GOOD LUCK, DUDE!!!

Anak damit birthday

2009-03-06T11:19:00.000+08:00

Akhirnya tibalah masa anak damit memasuki alam orang dewasa....hahahaha!!!! and yeah, this is specially dedicated to My Crazzie Cuzzie named MET!!! Let's sing a 18th Birthday song for her!!!!!!!

tut tut tut tut tut ~ ~

well, seems nobody wanna sing anyway...hahahahahahaz. okaylah, i dont want to sing though, but like usual, here are my wishlists:

1) May Allah bless you and answer your pray, babe.
2) Wish you are getting taller and quiet. hahahaz. I am honestly pray for you, everyday!
3) Wish you treat me to the arcade as we have planned even though until now, no action. hmph.
4) Wish you happy with your beloved family, cuzzies (pointing at me especially), friends and your 'toyboy'. hahahaha.
5) Wish you success in study and future. Let all the lucks come in your life. Peace.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAMI!!!

2009-02-25T14:43:00.002+08:00

Phewitttt, Mami!!!! Happy Bufday!!!!

Hehehe. awal kan aku greet mama tadi. ngaleh dah aku kan gunakan cara lama; "buat2 lupa birthday orang". hahahaha.

Okay, wishes for you:
1) May Allah Bless You and Wish you all happiness with daddy, your eldest son, youngest daughter and your "lovely-middle" daughter... *wink wink*
2) Wish you all the best with your business, will pray for you always. Don't worry bebeh!
3) Wish you to pray for me too...I mean, pray for my happiness, for my better future which hopefully I'll be rich someday, who knows... then I'll be the one who will bring mama shopping!!
4) Wish you more healthy.
5) and lastly, I LOVE YOU MUMMY.

Happy birthday to my Yus Bebeh!

2009-02-18T22:02:00.006+08:00

Happy Birthday 22nd Birthday Bebeh!
22nd kan?

hahahahaha. muda panya kau daripada aku.
wishes for you darlz:
1) earn more money to raise me. hahahahaha.
2) get more good stuffs/movies to share with. *wink*
3) Stay chubby
4) happy with your beloved hubby, family & friends especially me, your little miss sunshine. weee.
5) may Allah bless you and answers your pray. Amin.

and I wanna apologize that there is no gift for you at this moment, but dont worry bebeh. will treat you a Nasi Katok while watch movies that I just downloaded. heheehehe.

Buy me a Mobile Phone PLLLEEASSEEEE...

2009-02-10T08:53:00.007+08:00

Buy me a Handphone, Pleeeassseeeeee...!

Yesterday was a bad day which my hp got wet by the cologne. arghh...stupid cologne. so people out there, i warned you, do not keep both cologne and hp in the bag. You may keep it for safe, but use the proper bag for your hp. I mean it. huh... it's happened...i know...but I have no idea to make it into normal. Buy a new one? RIGHT! give me some money, thank you!

and last night my friend gave me some messages and the last message wrote; "Awu deh, jgn tah di layan msg ku ane. lain x if ada msg dr mu lagi, takkan ku balas." ceh... cubalerrr mengerrrtiii... di saat problemo ini. mun ia kan balikan aku hp baru, bisai...sayang ku bebanar tu rah ia....forever love x. hahahahahahaz. okai, okai, aku cuba relax ne masa ane. try not to think about it....hopefully there will be a solution to this; which i really hope my family will feel sympathy on me and buy a new one. wahahahahaha. memang pun aku harapkan orang balikan instead of me. baru jua aku kan save money, ada2 saja tah tia. right now, I switched off the phone since someone advice me to do so, and wait until everything's dry, even though it's already dried since last night...and the result still the same. I wasn't able to text people, which everytime i tried to text something, it will go to the menu. Damn it.

dah lah aku paning leh hp ane, dah tu my officemate lagi keep on bugging me and paksa antar surat arah orang yang memang inda ada di sini. bengek. macam mana tah kan antar ah, inda kan aku terpaksa mencari orang atu sampai ke bandar x?? hmmm...

okey, i need to charge my mind by having a lunch. seems like Siti has arrived in the office from EME. Chaw!!!

Happy Chinese New Year

2009-01-26T10:44:00.004+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR, PEEPS!!

and I am right! It's a year of OX!!!! I was said JOKING by certain people who thought chinese zodiac does not provide OX in the list. hmph.
so, we are given one day off. yesh, one day only. What's plan? Well, since most of them celebrated new year at their own hometowns, so I just plan to go to Sharon's. Then, I texted Nuy & Met if they wanna join. Nuy replied and decided to bring us to get angpaw from Tauke Yong in Labi. Hahahaha. I have no idea the name of the place, but, it closes to Police Station. and yeah, the Tauke even told Nuy that his house is not really that far. Need only 20 minutes to reach. Wahhhh...20 minutes, good then. but i dont know why, I can't make it, but drive for more than an hour. Probably...it was my first time drive to Labi. Yeah, probably. and, the one that be our guide is one of my colleague, Linda. She brought her husband, who is Zunhamdi's brother, whom drives too fast. hmph.

as we entered the house, the first thing that attracted me is THE SON OF TAUKE YONG. waahahahahaha. tak sia2 aku drive jauh2...heeeeeeeeee. You got to believe me, peeps. he made me melt, for sure. hahahaha.

Next house was Sharon's. I promised to come by tonight, even though I missed the moment with Yus and Ameng, which they came in the afternoon and didnt wait for me. huhuhuhuhu. There, Sharon invited us for dinner in which I like Telor masak Chilli Sauce one. She warned me that the dish is spicy.. even though for me it is not. Sharon, Learn to eat spicy one. hahaha. and as usual, we chatted and gossip...which mostly about that happened in our daily life. and she gave me great new what included with Main Office. Just leave it and enjoy yourself, Sharon. Jia You!

Happy bday to u, Ameng

2009-01-21T08:57:00.004+08:00

A....MENG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HAPPY 23rd BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!

Hehehehehehe. Tuhak udah ia. hahaha. ko dulu rasa tuhak baru tah aku. hahaha. Tapi inda apa bah meng, still kental mah.
Pesanan me untuk you; jaga makan tu, okay? hehe. No other meaning, just, be healthy and happy with your beloved family, "hubby" and people around you.
Jangan lupa lanja shinchan ah...
Tapi jangan balikan pau... hahahaha.

happy birthday sista!

2009-01-17T09:58:00.003+08:00

H A P P Y 15th B I R T H D A Y !!!!

nyanyi dulu;
♫♪ Selamat Hari Jadi
Selamat Hari Jadi ♫♪
♫♪ Selamat Hari Jadi Buat Adik Awa~
Selamat Hari Jadi ♫♪

Pesanan Buat Masa Kini;
Pesanan qu untuk mu, semoga panjang umur but don't panjangkan badan u, ok? nampak gedik qaqa kelak. huhuhu.
Study Hard and achieve better grades.
Semoga ada sedikit gemuk badan. ganjil bah badan kurus tapi di dapan ada buncit. buaha.
Semoga ada kemajuan dalam masak - memasak, inda jua ku payah jadi tukang masak untuk kau saja.
May God Bless You Bebeh! Sentiasa ingat the one and only, Allah.
And last but not least; Sayangilah DIRIKU ini. Ok?

Happy Birthday NURRRRULLL...

2009-01-16T10:26:00.001+08:00

H A P P Y B I R T H D A Y

Happy Birthday, Cik Adik Manith.
Semoga hidupmu sentiasa ceria di samping orang - orang yang tersayang.
Juga, semoga mendapat masa depan yang cerah.
Bila mau belanja gue????

p/s: gambar ane saja yang aku ada. hahaha. gambar ku banyak plg, kan simpan sini, inda jua ngam2, kan?

Happy New Year!!!!

2009-01-01T12:00:00.008+08:00

Assalammualaikum, Hello and
" HAPPY NEW YEAR "
to everyone!!!
I still live in a year of 2009! weeee.....

My mission for this year????
ermmm..... do something new... something good... and something fun.
Just be optimistic. Kalau boleh... hahahaha. jangan ja ada orang yang buatkan perangai ku balik2 cam atu jua. God bless me!

Gosh. Gosh.

2008-12-15T12:46:00.001+08:00

Well, well, well. tomorrow aku start cuti. atupun 2 hari saja. my parent is going home from mekah. Yea Yea!!! gembiranya aku. sodih aku without them. and aku tertanya - tanya, bila lagi barang dari cargo atu kan sampai. ingin jua ku mau tau tu buah tangan apa yang parentku bagi untuk kami. especially for me lah. hahahaha.

now i am doing this blog in lunch time. tak lapar, tak selera. inda nyaman perasan ku. apa yang inda nyaman??? hahaha. inda nyaman makanannya bah. then seperti biasa, otakku bercelaru. and i think rambut ku yang keriting atu tumbuh balik. walaupun balik2 di bawa shampoo rejoice, tapi masih lagi kali keritingnya which i ended up with mencabut. huahua. apa yang ku merepek ane. entah, i think i miss my old days di mana I be myself. True of me. Yep Yep! apa yang aku ada sekarang ane is myself, but not completely myself. Before, I like to let everthing's out from my mind and speak it out. But now, aku dah jadi orang bodoh di mana aku simpan saja semuanya sampai diri aku sakit. Hmph. it's not a good thing. Then, before, hal kecil pun aku besarkan. but now, i tried to make it as an incident where I should learn from it. and yeah, i did, and it hurts. Tolong lah... I am just a human, folks. with everything that I have done, sometime I didnt mean it, if i do mean it, then forgive me then. aku ne kadang2 suka sakitkan hati orang tanpa aku sedar jua. maklumlah, luan panas. udah sajuk, baru tah kan sadar. yatah aku inda suka tu pasal ada perasaan mcm ni nah. hmph.

Semalam lagi aku meliat cerita 'the chamber' rah channel HBO. Siuk cetanya, and sedih endingnya di mana peguam ani inda dapat selamatkan Datuknya yang kana tuduh mengebom 2 kembar dalam bangunan. sianlah cara datuknya kana hukum mati. ukan apa, orang inda bersalah kan, kana buat cam atu. guna gas lagi tu menghukum ia. haizz. Then, aku sambung lagi liat rah channel HBO. Tajuknya 'Surf's up'. Cetanya pun siuk and funny. Belabih bah penguinnya. macam nada banyak keraja ku kan di rumah. inda apa bah, at least, aku inda ngacau orang. ngam ja?? Ja.....

Lagi Lagi.

2008-12-12T15:06:00.000+08:00

RULES
#1 Do the “Letter MEME”.
#2 Tag no less than 5 other people, and leave them a comment, informing them that they have been tagged.
#3 Copy the “How-to” Letter Meme, and finish your Journal entry.

How you do the Letter Meme:

Dear (the last person who left a comment on your blog):
I don’t really know how to tell you this, but __1__. I think I realised it when/on __2__3__ and I saw you__4__5__. I’m sure you’re __6__ enough to understand __7__.. I’m returning __8__ to you, but I’ll keep __9__ as a memory. You should also know that I __10__11__. __12__.

Love, (your name).
P/S: You’re so lifeless, __13__ (the name of person who tagged you).

Dear Amin

I don’t really know how to tell you this, but I'M SELLING MYSELF. I think I realised it when/on WE SKINNY DIPPED AT THE MENTAL HOSPITAL and I saw you HIT ON MY PENPAL GHANA. I’m sure you’re OPEN enough to understand THAT SANTA DOESNT EXIST.. I’m returning YOUR FALSE TEETH to you, but I’ll keep YOUR COLLECTION OF BUTTERFLIES as a memory. You should also know that I ALWAYS THOUGHT OF EGGPLANT-FETISHISM IN PAIN.

Love, Sue.

P/S: You’re so lifeless, NOSE PICKER AMIN.

* HEHEHEHE. siuk nye main tag ane. hahahaha *

1. What’s the colour of your shirt?

Blue - Our romance is over

Red - Our affair is overWhite - I’ll join the monastery

Black - I dislike you

Green - Our horoscope doesn’t match

Grey - You’re a pervert

Yellow - I’m selling myself

Pink - Your nostrils are insulting

Brown - The mafia wants you

No shirt - You’re a loser

Other - I’m in love with your sister

2. Which is your birth month?

January - That night

February - Last year

March - When your dwarf bit me

April - When I tripped on sesame seeds

May - First of May

June - When you put cuffs on me

July - When I threw up

August - When I saw the shrunken head

September - When we skinny dipped

October - When I quoted Santa

November - When your dog ran amok

December - When I changed tennis shoes

3. Which food do you prefer?

Tacos - In your apartment

Pizza - In your camping car

Pasta - Outside of Chicago

Hamburgers - Under the bus

Salad - As you ate enchilada

Chicken - In your closet

Kebab - With Paris Hilton

Fish - In women’s clothing

Sandwiches - At the Hare Krishna graduation

Lasagna - At the mental hospital

Hot dog - Under a state of trance

None of the above - With George Bush and his wife

4. What’s the colour of your socks?

Yellow - Hit on

Red - Insult

Black - Ignore

Blue - Knock out

Purple - Pour syrup on

White - Carve your initials into

Grey - Pull the clothes off

Brown - Put leeches on

Orange - Castrate

Pink - Pull the toupee off

Barefoot - Sit on

Other - Drive out

5. What’s the colour of your underwear?

Black - My best friend

White - My father

Grey - Bill Clinton

Brown - My fart balloon

Purple - My mustard soufflé

Red - Donald Duck

Blue - My avocado plant

Yellow - My penpal in Ghana

Orange - My Kid Rock-collection

Pink - Liverpool's goalkeeper

(note: the original was Manchester United but since i love them, i changed it. should be liverpool because i hate them and would love it if they receive embarassment.)

None - My John F. Kennedy-statue

Other - The crazy monk

6. What do you prefer to watch on TV?

Scrubs - Man

O.C. - Emotional

One Tree Hill - Open

Heroes - Frostbitten

Lost - High

House - Scared

Simpsons - Cowardly

The news - Mongolic

Idol - Masochistic

Family Guy - Senile

Top Model - Middle-class

None of the above - Ashamed

7. Your mood right now?

Happy - How awful I’ve felt

Sad - How boring you are

Bored - That Santa doesn’t exist

Angry - That your pimples are at the last stage

Depressed - That we’re cousins

Excited - That there is no solution to this

Nervous - The middle-east

Worried - That your Honda sucks

Apathetic - That I did a sex-change

Ashamed - That I’m allergic to your hamster

Cuddly - That I get turned on by garbage men

Over joyous - That I’m open

Other - That Extreme Home Makeover sucks

8. What’s the colour of your walls in your bedroom?

White - Your ring

Yellow - Your love letters

Red - Your Darth Vader-poster

Black - Your tame stone

Blue - The couch cushions

Green - The pictures from LA

Orange - Your false teeth

Brown - Your contact book

Grey - Our matching snoopy-bibs

Purple - Your old lottery coupons

Pink - How awful I’ve felt

Other - Your memories from the military service

9. The first letter of your first name?

A/B - Your photo

C/D - The oil stocks

E/F - Your neighbour Martin

G/H - My virginity

I/J - The results of your blood-sample

K/L - Your left ear

M/N - Your suicide note

O/P - My common sense

Q/R - Your mom

S/T - Your collection of butterflies

U/V - Your criminal record

W/X - David’s tricot outfits

Y/Z - Your grades from college

10. The last letter in your last name?

A/B - Always thought of

C/D - Never will forget

E/F - Always wanted to break

G/H - Never openly mocked

I/J - Always have felt dirty before

K/L - Will tell the authorities about

M/N - Told in my confession today about

O/P - Was interviewed by the Times about

Q/R - Told my psychiatrist about

S/T - Get sick when I think of

U/V - Always will try to forget

W/X - Am better off without

Y/Z - Never liked

11. What do you prefer to drink?

Water- Our friendship

Beer - Senility

Soft drink - A new life as a clone

Soda - The incarnation as an eskimo

Milk - The apartment building

Wine - Cocaine abuse

Cider - A passionate interest for mice

Juice - Oprah Winfrey imitations

Mineral water - Embarrassing rash

Hot chocolate - Eggplant-fetishism

Whisky - To ruin the second world war

Other - To hate the Boston Celtics

12. To which country would you prefer to go on a vacation?

Thailand - Warm regards

USA - Best regards

England - Good luck on your short-term leave from jail

Spain - Go and drown yourself

China - Disgusting regards

Germany - With ease

Japan - Go burn

Greece - Your everlasting enemy

Australia - Greetings to your frog Leonard

Egypt - Fuck off now

France - In pain

Other - Greetings to your freaky family

13. What is your favourite activity when hanging out with mates?

Gathering for drinks – Ugly pig

Football – Silly duck

Shopping – french kisser

Indulging for food – Cranky banana

Movies – Smelly Armpits

Snacks – Horny Wolf

Snooker - Tiny nipples

Bowling – Sexy grandmother

Outdoor activities – Vain pot

Having a long talk – Nose picker

Taking pictures – Dumb bitch

Other – Burn yourself

I am stuck in boredom.

2008-12-10T13:23:00.000+08:00

H a r i i n i s u n g g u h b o s a n.

Buat keraja banyak - banyak pun masih lagi terasa sunyinya. kenapa ia ah? dahlah minggu ku sungguh menyebalkan! entah eh. rasa kan marah saja. the only question aku mau tau,

"Kenapa Masih Inda faham?".

it's just a simple thing, and yet it becomes worst. Luan jua keanak - anakan. Jangan sampai aku menyesal yo. Don't make me think that I picked the wrong choice.

Okai lah, sekarang ne aku ada sedikit okay, malas kan memikirkan orang2 yang bodoh. and am just back from the workshop with Siti. Ada jua buang boring sedikit. hehehe.

messed.

2008-12-04T16:00:00.000+08:00

Y O U R J O K E M E S S M Y D A Y.

O K A Y ?

- S O . E N O U G H !

PAY day!

2008-12-01T16:33:00.001+08:00

YAHOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! GAJI DAH KELUAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WEEEEEEEEEEEE~~~~

sekian terima kasih. weeee~~~~~~~~~

makan.makan.soto.

2008-12-01T09:35:00.000+08:00

K A M I M A K A N S O T O
lama udah inda menjamah selera soto ani since ada makan2 di rumah nini danau. yang bestnya about soto niniku, lada rindunya pedas bangeeeetttt.

"hmph.. sedapnyeee. nak tambah lagie eh."

Liat camera sini. liat sini.

Apa yang ko buat tu, met? hahahaha.

Fever.

2008-11-19T09:02:00.000+08:00

My fever is getting worst!!! I even can't breathe cos my nose is stuck! rasa mau ke hospital, tapi malas kan berjalan. sungguh lemah kakiku inih. makan pun inda ada mood. hmph. sampai aku jalan-jalan, membawa rasaku inih. huhuhu. but still, my head is blowing. until i received this email from my friend which is about all things happened in China. And it freaks me out when i see all of the pictures. hehehehehe. ada-ada saja. my sister baru mesej aku and gitau yang aku terambil chocolatenya. sekali aku check dalam beg ku, rupanya aku tersalah ambil. hahahaha. aku kira kan makan yang chocolate stick atu, tapi aku terambil yang chocolate meiji plang. weeee.

Now is 11:23am, aku and siti kan ke seria office sal kan bagi sample ribbon punch card ke florence. tarus aku ambil letter head. hopefully ada benda atu arah durang sal asal saja kami minta sesuatu benda, gerenti lambat or sometime no stock. hmph. membari marah bah orang2 main office ani.

Haj Session @ Airport

2008-11-17T09:41:00.000+08:00

Pagi kemarin, kami sampai di Airport kira - kira pukul 7.48. Nasib baik masih banyak parking kosong. tak jugak susah untuk aku mencarinya. even ada senget sedikit. hmph. kena tagur bah leh cuzenku, sampai aku takut banar2 ada kana panggil leh operator supaya alihkan keretaku. wahahahaha. lain bah imaginasiku. and, my parent be passengers dalam kereta abangku. Honestly, everytime I drive to Bandar, i will get lost without My family's guide. wahahahaha. nervous bah. Setibanya kami di airport, alum lagi terlalu ramai orang. perut ku lagi masa tu lapar, nda ada mood bah kan breakfast awal2 pagi. Then, my brother loves me and give me some money to buy food at jollibee. weeehhhheeee. aku baru perasan yang airport udah ubahsuai jollibee yang berdekatan dengan express restaurant. sampai toilet pun still under construction di mana kami terpaksa berpusing mencari another toilet. hmphhh! lama punya cari, when we go back to my family, terkezzzutnya aku betapa ramai orang berhimpun. begitu sesaknya aku berjalan berhimpit - himpit menuju ke arah durang. sampai aku terjumpa kawan lama masa aku masih skulah di AAC. Ia ani dulu gauk sesangat sampai aku selalu menyumpah ia. sekali kami reunion balik kemarin, ia berubah udah menjadi pendiam and just smile at me while saying, "Awu, aku Naik Haji." Alhamdulillah. Akhirnya kawanku yang jahat dulu dah berubah jadi insan yang berguna. Then, ia tanya aku balik, "Kau Bila?" Hmph. Alum lagi rezeki ku. Else, i will go. Tsk. Tsk.

Ramai kan? This is taken by My Uwak. Banar2 tah ia minat jadi cameraman ne.
Mun udah sampai sanggup naik ke atas jambatan semata - mata kan ambil semua inih.

Tapi malangnya yang alum datang; Babuku and Usuku. Durang fikir flight parentku start kul 11.15, iatah durang akhir datang. Tapi oleh kerana sudah masuk ke-5 parentku kana panggil for check-in, then durang has no time to wait for them. Inilah saat yang paling sedih, bila parentku mula menarik bagasi. Kami sama - sama meminta maaf and mengucapkan selamat tinggal dengan pelukan. I live for 22 years and jarang sekali berjauhan dengan durang. Paling lama pun time aku terpaksa tinggal di rumah kawanku selama 1 bulan di bandar sal ada Asean Skills. Atupun, still not used to. Not because i am Manja or something. It just not used to the situation which there is no parent to live with.

Cian Awa. Berabisan menangis. T_T

Few minutes later, me, my brother, sister, and other two cuzens went upstair and watched them leaving.
The journey started with the Azan. Harap Perjalanan mereka berjalan
dengan selamat dan lancar dengan amal ibadat yang sempurna. Amin.