October 17, 2009
8:59 AM
People might think I am innocent . People might think I am bad . People might think I am not suitable to be with . and he used those thinking as a 'fact', which I am not . I can learn to be so good and everything he wants, but all of those, he never learn to see the goods on me . I enjoyed his needs , I fulfill his wishes and I am almost step on next level , which I have enough of thoughts in mind that he's the one I want , and he's the forever. But the forever equals to z-e-r-o right now . I am tired to have such a heart to love someone in deeply . The words that been said about me , thanked to him . He is the guy that see something in me, at least . He is the guy that said I am beautiful no matter what and appreciate me as how I need. But it isn't enough . In relationship , appreciate is just a beginning for a romance . Every arguments we had , I used my whole feeling to fix the things so that he won't make such stupid no-ledge thinking . I did it several times and figure that he never learn to do same way to clear the things , and all he wanna do is RUN AWAY .
I don't mind being dumped . but I am disappointed with what we have been through for 7 months , he still does not trust me and hate me for being what I used to be . I can't confront him and say all of these . There will be no me and you anymore. May god bless and brings you a happiness there .
Goodbye love.
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