August 10, 2009
10:55 AM
Dulu pernah ada cinta dulu pernah ada sayang
Namun kini tiada lagi perasaan seperti dulu
Kini tiada lagi kisah cinta ku tlah musnah sudah
Hancur hatiku telah kau sakiti perasaan ku
Biarkan ku pergi jangan kau tanyakan lagi
Kuyakin ini yang terbaik tuk kau dan diriku
Biarkan berlalu rasa cinta ini di hati
Ku tak biasa tuk menahan aku luka disini
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Damn . I feel so down . Few days ago this kid turned my day into sh*** . and that weirdo kept on pushing me to a fight . and now , she dragged her mom to this kind of confrontation , which I feel useless . she even texted me to see her and explain to her mom on what exactly happened . stupido! you have your own mouth, she's your mom, you should tell the truth to her instead of me. but whatever , I am not going to please myself , just ignore it while I know she's too young for these . So kid, just give me a break. It is all up to you if you wanna splash words in your facebook about me . I don't mind .
All I care is now . . . I feel so deep, especially after listen to the song called "Luka Disini" . Last Saturday made me think "What if?" all the time, and everytime I think of the answers to those, it seems that I have no life no more . I am probably stupid , but that's all I could do .
Blame me for all .
